pehla pyar

by Gajendra Rajpurohit

ek ladka jiska Naam Ganpat h usane class 11 th me admission Liya aur apane gaaw se dur Bhinmal me rehne laga wo chote chote bacho ke saath khelta waha per use ek ladki se use pyar ho jata h jiska Naam siya ( name change) h use dekhte dekhte Sayed siya Ko bhi usase pyar ho jata h is prakar usake pyar ki suruaat Hoti h aur siya kisi ke hatho ek love letter dekar ke Ganpat tak pahuchati h jisme likha tha I love you Ganpat bhi use chahta tha Lekin use bhi letter ka wapis jawab bhejna tha isi Karan se us letter me Ganpat ne likha ki me 8 th me do Baar fail ho chuka hu me aapke layak nhi hu usame usane kai kamiya likhi aur siya tAk wo hi letter wapis pahuchaya gaya usko bhi padkar ke siya ne positive letter diya jise ganpat nhi pad paya kyuki aap sabhi jAnte hi h har love story ke bich ek setan jaroor rehta h aur usi setan ke karan use wo letter bina pAde fadna padA lekin usane siya ko jhuth bola ki mene pura love letter pad liya tha is prakar unke love ki suruaat hoti h wo ek dusRe ko dekhkar muskurate rehte the aur ek dusRe se sucha love karne lag gaye the isi bich ganpat ko suchna milti h ki siya ka pichle saal bhi kisi ladke se sakkar tha yeh baat such thi ya juth wo baat ganpat nhi janta kintu achanak aisi baat *chahe juthi ho ya suchi) ke baare me to insaan gusse per niyataran nhi kar paya isi bich ek ladke se suchna milti h ki siyaji aapse milna chahti h pehle se hi ganpat gusse me hota h isliye wo letter likhta h jisme likha hota h ^me tumse pyaar nhi kartA me yeha per padne ke liye aaya hu na ki moj mastiyaa karne aaj ke baad hamara koi lena denana nhi^aisa likhne ka ek karan yeh bhi tha ki ganpat ki yeh bhi malum ho gaya tha ki wo agale saal ya hostel me nhi rahega aur dusari jagah shift ho jayega isliye usako dhokha nhi dena chAhta tha isliye usane us letter (aaj ke baad hamara koi lena denA nahi me yeha padne aata hu-.....)ye letter ek ladke ke dwara siya tak pahuchaya jata h is karan se siya bhi usko padkar ganpat se milne ke liye chali aati h aur ganpat se kehne lagti h yeh tumhe kya ho gaya h tumhe achanak kya ho gaya h tu aisa kyu kah rahe ho wo sabke samne kehti h I love you lekin ganpat ko malum h ki wo do mahine baad dusare city chala jayega isliye usaki jubaan per ek hi baat thi me aapko nhi chahta wo siya bahut roi lekin ganpat usase pyar karte huye bhi use swikar nhi kr saka phir wo man hi man me ek dusare ko chahte hi the jisake gawah pure hostel wale the ganpat ke 11th ke exam najdeek the aur isliye school me extra class bhi dipawali ke awakash me rakhi thi lekin hostel band hone wala tha isliye ganpat ne ek hostel ke room ki saabi le li thi un dino hostel me ganpat ke alawa do ladke aur bache the ek din ki baat h ganpat tanke ke paas bahar hi choki par kapde dho raha tha waha se siya bhi dekh rahi thi aur wo ganpat se kehne lagi mere ko kapde dhone nhi aate warna me dho deti lekin ganpat usaki baato ko sun reha thA lekin usaki baato ka reply nahi de raha tha siya ke baare me ek baat to batana bhul gaya usake pitaji ek amir aadmi h isliye wo ghar ke kaam ke baare me kuch nhi janti isiliye wo kapde dhone ke baare me aisa keh rahi thi is prakar ganpat usase prem karte huye bhi use I love you nhi bol saka aakhir wo bhi din aa gaya jab ganpat ke exam pure ho gaye usase pehle ek baat aur siya ke baare me wo bhinmal ki nhi thi wo kisi aur city(naam gupt)ki thi aur wo holiday enjoy karne ke liye bhinmal aai hui thi exam pure ho gaye the ganpat bhi ghar ja raha tha lekin hostel ki chaabi ganpat ke paas thi wo chaabi dene ke liye paas me rehne wali aunty ko dene chAla gaya waha siya bhi mojud thi wo majak me kehne lagi apani aunty se yeh soch reha h ki me use rokungi lekin ganpat chaabi dekar bahar aa gaya usame man me dard tha siya ke bichad jane ka 15 day letter ganpat wapis hostel aata h lekin tab tak paas me rehne wali aunty ke ghar se siya apane city chali gai hoti h ek din achanak siya ka phone aata h wo use I love you kehti h lekin ganpat janta h ki wo baad me bhi usase bichad jayega isiliye use dard nhi dena chAhta h kisi setan ladke ki wajah se pure hostel me wo no. paidal ho jate h is karan se wo phone ki sim band kr deti h aur sayed isi karan se siya bhi usase nafrat karne lag gai hogi kintu ganpat use aaj bhi utana hi karta h jitana wo tin saal pehle karta tha aur ganpat aur siya ko dur huye 2 se3 saal ho gaye lekin ganpat use hamesa yaad karta h aur uske judaai ka dard sahan kr raha h uski hi yaad me ji raha h aur kisi ladki ke baare me nhi sochta h lekin 3 saalo se siya ki koi khabar nahi