my life

mara kehva par mara gam si dur mari family ne lay gyo ne bussines star karyo vaha par pan ema pan life ni jem fail thy gyo..study ma to fail hato but business ma pan fail thy ne badha paisa je pan hata me dubadi dhidha barbad kari dhidha evu mane hamesa badha kahe che hurt thy che pan su karu hastu moh rakhi sambhalu chu  kem ke mara lidhi thya che barbad so kahe che but andar thi dil dukhe che ke life ma ketlu karva chata pan kamyabi naa mali kyrey mane hamesa bija na sukha nu karan banva mangto hato but hamesa dukha nuj karan banyo..kyrey koy ne pan kay aapi na sakyo ,,bhuj ma bussines fail kari rajkot rehva mate aavya ahi aavi ne pan aamj thyu thoda vars job kari pachi pacho bussines start  karyo ricksa lay ne pan ema pan paisa dubadya busines ma kyrey pan mane safalta nathi mali kem pan bovj kosis karu chu but  kamyab nathi thato je pan karu chu asafal ...nathi mara thi koy pan khus papa pan mane nathi kamyab manta nathi ghar ma koy ..but su kru hamesa mari sathe ultuj thy vhe khusi aapva jav chu ne dukha aapi besu chu hamesa badha ne khuda pase kyrey me kay nay mangu hamesa mari family mate mangyu but sayad me etlo khrab chu ke khuda bhi nay sunta mari mari rajkot aavya pachi sadi thy insiyah sathe jene me sacha dil thi pyar karel but ema pan mane dagoj malyo..me ene puri khus rakhvani kosis krel but ema pan nakamyab gyo...bdha ma fail j thato aavyo chu aaj tak kyrey pan koyni aasa par safal thyoj nathi ..mari to ghani echa hati je hames ne mate me mara  dil ma dafan kri ne rakhi dhidhi che bachapan ma em thatu moto thy ne aam karis pachi em thyu badhi echa sadi pachi puri karis but have hr ek ech ne dil ma dafan kari ne rakhi dhidhi che je have aa jindgi ma jaha tak jivis dafan j rakhis ...atyre pan shop kari to ema pan fail..badha ma fail mari life ma insiya na gya pachi saavv bhagi gyo to me pachi jamila aavi to em thyu thodu jivi lav but jivan ma khuda mane khus jova nay mangto je mane jamila atlo pyar kare che ae ne pan hu khus nay rakhi sakto hamesa ena dukha or aansu nu kaarn banu chu kem pan khuda have hu hari gyo chu hu aaj day sudhi ladi rahyo hato but have sache himat nathi dil na tukde tukda thy chuka che badha ne em che me nastik chu but hu nastik natji mane yakin che but ene same je ldi rahyo hato so khuda ye batavyu bande apni okat me rehna sikha ..mari dikri sakina ne miss karu chu ena janam na time ene hath ma levi ti but ae echa pan puri na thy ene mari najro na same moti thati jovi hati bachapan enu mare mehsus karvu hatu eni sathe ramvu hatu ene god ma levi hati ena muh si papa sambhalvu hatu ene pehli vaar chalta jovi hati betha ta jovi hati pehli vaar kay khata jovi hati but kay na thyu badhu adhuru rahyu har pal ae vaat no afsos che jaha tak jivis maris nahi aa vaat no afsos rehse mane dil na ketla tukda thya che malum nahi but khuda pase mangu chu have life na aapto bus jaldi puru kari nkha aa jindgi ma aavine badha ne heran karva siva kay nathi kryu me bas badha ne dukhij karya che so have jaldi tari pase bolavi le me gunah to bovj krya hase jeni mafi khuda pase nay mangu but have mara lidhe koy paresan na thy koy na dukha nu kran na banu...maru bolvanu vadhare che ae pan kam kari nakhis nay bolu have bas